Looking for Greener Grass

I wish there was a sound way to find the greener grass. I know that it may not always be greener on the other side, but I’m sure… like really sure… that it will be more satisfying. If I could have one thing right now, above anything else, it would be the ability to work for myself. I have a million ideas, half of which are million dollar ideas. However, there’s two major things that stand in my way… 1-Money and 2-Time. I have neither the luxury of money or time i need in order to pursue my ideas. I know deep down inside that I was not created to spend my life building another individual’s empire. I was designed to build an empire of my own. Things like responsibilities and bills stand between me and achieving my dreams. I want so badly to be the one in charge of delegating work to me. I want to be challenged and I want to work hard and see first-hand the fruits of my labor… in more ways than a Friday paycheck. I want to use my skills to the fullest and not let someone else decide what I’m capable of and what projects I get to work on. I want to decide what training classes I am going to attend and which ones are a waste of my time. Heck, I want to decide what kind of coffee is made at the office in the morning. That’s my venting and I wish there was something I could do about it right this second to change things. But… there’s not, so I suppose I’ll get back to the monotony I call drafting.

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